Rot vs re-born

I just wanted to stop itching? Really i guess find away to talk about it rather than scream. Trying to organize my thoughts while feeling such deep sorrow, while trying to maintain hope.

I had the opportunity to go to Amsterdam in the spring, a city I have a profound appreciation for from a fine art stand point. The spring had me in such a state however I felt when I arrived that I couldn’t settle, I was struggling to sink into the feelings that churned inside me. It was like my teeth itched is all I could think, watching the cruelty in the world, feeling guilty I got to have this experience coming to a place so many of my creative idols came to create in, feeling silly that I seek to contribute through pictures.